stress =="

assignments started and i am so stressed with it. i have no time and no mood. argh~ how can it be! darn!!!

i really have no idea whether i am on the right track, i afraid that the teacher will not approach after checking my assignment. and the worst which i couldn't understand the information of my topic. so, what am i going to write in my assignment? im so blur and stress. although the due date is end of next month and left 1 month for me to complete, but got to finish 3 assignments in a month in apiit is a big and huge problem to me right now. yes, unlike tarc, so enjoyable while doing the assignments. perhaps i need someone to guide me.... aiks.....!!! is there any doors for me to get help~~~~

in this moment, i felt a bit regret that im taking this course in this uni, how i wish i can go back to Tarc or either Help to continue my studies over there. and i also realized that it is impossible for me to have an U-turn. im struggling with that. im lost and im sick of it.

HOW TO GET RID OF IT!!!! GOD DAMN!!!

may wish god will support me till the end of the assignment's war. i wish it will end soon. and i wish i can handle it as well. aiks.....

p/s: just ate sakae sushi at one u, and cost me a bump! haha!

annoucement : $$$ insufficient

yes, im gonna annouce that im facing financial problem recently, dun keep asking me out ya ^^
sorry to my friends and buddies that i cant afford to hang out with u guyz, and so THANK to my friends who dated me out and caused me spent alot =="
and yet my mum is nagging me today, my credit card had swapped under the border line. ishh... speechless, but it is the time for me to control my own. anti-shopping!!!!!!!!!
and no expensive food as well... gosh!!

cheersssss.... life can be going well without money too, no worries .... ^^

* just bought a purse with my buddies, we using the same brand of purse! and we bought the same panty, RENOMA... keke ( yan & hao, next target will be..... same cellphone? remember ask kok wei to have too. )

懒散的我。

劝自己 骂自己 要努力 去达成
到最后 依然是 一点也 没动静
为什么 问自己 那么的 没毅力
只会想 只会说 可是却 没行动

任劳任怨 过一天
嘻嘻哈哈 每一天
提交日子 近一天
心里焦急 又一天

但是却没有任何反省。

哎~~~我的assignments啊~何时才能完成呢？

最近都蛮忙碌的。

国伟和慧文终于生日了，祝他们生日快乐。

不知不觉已经半夜了，时间真的好快。今天早上十一点到家，一头睡到下午才起身。昨天还蛮醉的，只好在朋友家睡，真的驾不到车回家。昨天，陪了朋友去做司仪（结婚司仪），还蛮好玩的，酒是免费喝的，也吃了蛮贵的西餐，昨天的用费几乎是零。到就快要结束时全场high了起来，跟他们跳起舞来，新郎新娘也很随和，跟了他们拍了照。然后还到petaling street去吃宵夜，真的很好吃！！！回到朋友家时真的累倒了，超级的累。
两人睡在单人床上真的不是普通的窄。睡到我整身痛，抱住她还蛮好睡，但是抱久了又会麻痹，只好睡到地上去。哈哈。也谢谢她帮我盖被，因为还蛮冷的。一到早上十点，一定要起来了，她要赶回怡保，我也要回家继续睡。哈哈。

刚刚参加了国伟的生日派对，他真的还蛮惨的，整脸都是cream，哈哈。

房间瞬间变干净很多但还是乱~~哈哈！

今天的我真的特别反常，竟然自己收拾房间和洗厕所！！ 哇靠！
对，花了三个小时来整理自己的房间和洗自己房的厕所。
真的，很累！加上早上去了老豆公司帮忙~~我好乖噢~也很怪啊~

已经好久没有自己打理房间了，一大堆东西都乱成一片，真的很看不顺眼。
原本想等人来整理的，怎知一个两个都在忙，加上明天有朋友来，再不打理真的会把人吓晕。
其实，整理了也不会很整齐，只是没那么多灰尘而已~哈哈！
还是有很多东西乱成一堆，因为乱乱才有一种温暖的feel~

打扫完后才发现自己竟然还没有吃晚餐，已经九点半了！！
家人们都在外面吃了，只好叫他们打包！
过分耶！竟然没有问我吃了没，自己在外面享受！！ 啊~~~

yamcha kaki 变 yamsing kaki

今天是放假前的最后一天了，放学后还是得塞着车回去。
哎~~~~
晚上便是不错的一天，跟了一班 "yamcha" kaki 到 The Curve去喝一杯。
真的很爽下。

我和燕都脸红了，四条水都癫了起来，把钱堆在一起拍照，假扮破产的模样。
点了酒，嘻嘻哈哈的说了起来，燕死命笑，笑到连隔壁座都望着我们。
而我却一直被他们说我死命放飞机，飞机场都不够我用了，那也是的....谁叫我忙啊~~~哈哈！
拍了蛮多picture的。
不错啦，偶尔出来聚一聚。
下个礼拜二又去唱k咯~~~哈哈！

STress X_X and wonderful night in CY's house...

i believed most of them had started their assignments, so im rushing my assignments too.
In this semester i gotta work out with 3 assignments, MAP, DWDS and NWS....
i've start my NWS's assignment 1st, coz i assumed that it will be the easiest assignment among 3 of them. Yes, it is the easiest, but still Hard for me. IS DAMN HARD!!!

Yesterday, i went to CY's house overnight and tried to gather all information that i needed in a Night. Anyways, it seems that is impossible to make it. 3 of us keep chatting while surfing the internet. Cy keeps watching her video clip, im keep chatting and animation-ing, and chuah keeps promoting her sister in the FB.... aiks....
finally we ended up with " GIVE UP LA" then sleep.

keke, 3 people sharing with a queen size bed, cant turn really much coz there's a limitation space for us. and i was trying to sleep at the side, but then someone pushed me into the middle and wanted me to be their boster. argh... how bad.

we played quite alot, hugging each other and touched here and there. haha. lame =="
Somemore someone was having nightmare in the middle of the night.

" Don't Go..." ( not really remember what she had said, coz i was sleeping. )
" don't go by slapping me.... not exactly slap on my face but NEARLY slap on it, how dangerous.... =="
then i asked whether she is awake or still in the dream, she answered me... " nothing, nothing, ...continue sleep..." by opening her eye =="
then CY pop up and said " Suddenly like that one la she....."

wakaka.... we even can chat while we were sleeping, one was dreaming, one was bluring, one was suddenly pop up a word. hahaha, funny!

In the 2nd day, nobody wanna wake up even the alarm had done its mission.
Im the first one who woke up, coz wanna bath. Then woke up one by one....
our eye really looks like Panda's eye, and our eye bag is bigger than usual.... ish....

Anyways, we still attend the class in the morning ^^

我爱你，秘密。

最近的心情真的很沉重，知道了那消息后的心情更沉重。
好像每一件事都隐瞒了许多实事，而自己却以为自己了解了全部，但其实知道的那些都不肯定是不是那所谓的实事。

也更不想知道那是不是真的，怕知道了会更加的迷惘。
不想确定也不想猜测，之前的经验已使自己无法前进。
更何况现在的比之前更复杂百倍。

秘密，是最好的答案。

=)

没心情。

昨天和今天的夜晚，心情有点忧闷，就那么一丁点儿事也可以令我很烦躁。
我很讨厌被人命令，很讨厌被人叫去做不想做的事，更何况我今天真的很没有心情。
头也很痛，什么节目都cancelled了。
一烦起来什么事都很不对劲，也起不了劲。
与其去想有的没的倒不如睡觉，但又被人指去做东西。
我真的很想痛哭大骂一场。

有时我真的很想搬出去一个人住，反正在家也像似一个人住。
但是金钱上不允许。
很烦，很躁，很想哭。
为什么人的心情可以那么善变。

朋友们！ 生日快乐！

九月份真的有很多朋友生日啊~~
我的钱包真的越来越空了。

不得不将我买电话的职务postpone到下个月！
啊~

但无论如何，生日快乐吧！

昨天住了朋友家，今天轮到她住来我家！哈哈！有趣！

对不起哦，阿姑和阿禡。

有时站在别人的角度想想，更会容易去宽恕和体谅。
有时要是你一直去在意，那么无论人家做什么也不会有什么好感。
那么，何不放下执著去接受呢？
其实， 每个人的相处方式和表达方式不同，所以得学着适应。
我还不成熟。
对一切事情都下了很快的结论。
如果慢慢去分析，也许就不会那么困难了去适应了。
原来，就是这么简单。

我不再那么幼稚了。
但是， 偶尔对好友发泄下也不赖。哈哈。
对不起哦，又得让你们听我喷话了。

Cold weather... nice to sleep ^^

today's weather is so cold... rainning all the day, and i'd liked to enjoy the coldness ^^ excited!
and yet, i was feeling wanna eat ice blended, hahahaha! somehow, my friend dun wanna accompany me to eat.... haiz..... bad bad la soh soh.... maybe u're sleeping... haiz!

i thought today will be a black day for me coz i was having same dicussion group with Mr.Dong, somemore we still talk quite a lot, but luckily didn't happen any weirdo thingy!! prayss....