F**k that freaking PC!!

Gosh.... i was having a BFP laptest on this morning, i thought i can finish it within the hours has been given. But yet IT IS NOT!!! OMG!! im screwed up on it!! WHY?? i knew how to do all the questions, maybe few of it is not that sure for the answer, but i can FINISH IT within the time! BUT NOT!! that freaking asshole(pc) is not function well!!! the excel!! OMG!! i cant click and highlight to plot the graph!

i am really feel so helpless and mad, i spent so much of time in revision but ENDED UP in this f**king situation!!!!

The labtest is carry 50% of the final, that is the purpose of why am i so cared of it! 50% man!! i have lost it!!!!!! i wanna get a better result for this module, but since this case had disappointed me so i really got no mood to continue in study for this module.

after i finish the lab test, i was like " what the hell"?? ..... my hand is still shaking.

Anyways, i've calmed down after a period of time.

Then, i went to shopping in Sunway with CY, Hoong babe, and Jack.

I din buy anything coz i got no money already... that's sad T.T

But i saw a shirt and i decided to own one!! hahaha..... RM99.90.... is that expensive?

Today is so tired, and tomorrow has Malaysian Studies at MORNING, aiks..... im sick of my recent life....

i've caught myself being so lazy and emotional~

haha, always complaining not enough time for myself, but those are excuses for laziness.

too bad, i haven complete my assignment yet. Ridiculous bad... never mind, i will finish up later soon.

Last 3 days, my friend had stayed in my house for 3 days, other than rushing up the assignment, she also taught me how to do the BFP. Thanks to her i finally understand how to do, although i may get blur for some time. but anyways, i will keep practicing on it until i can handle it!!

Today is a freaking worst day, i spent 2 hours to take my way back after class. It was having rain and caused the JAM last for few hours. thanks god u had made me mad ^^

my class ended up at 5.30pm, but arrived house at 9.30pm, what takes me so long?

not to blame the weather and the traffic jam, coz i went to someone house and wait the time passed by, hahaha. actually is all my fault, i should get myself back earlier, but i hate to stuck in the jam.

After i back to my home, i took my dinner. Then, i saw my mum pressing on her computer.

aiks, i should not get myself into trouble, but i've seen she is so pity when she dunno how to navigate the website. So i teach her! .... ended up with emotional mood. im so frustrated in teaching her how to adjust the layout of the blogger. OMG~~~ im so bad.

so i quickly back to my room and bath. aiks.... im so emotional just now. phew.... luckily i din piss on her just now =="

* still the same, i need money~~~ keep feel like lack of money nowadays..... aiks....

nick vjicic - never ever give up in your life.

just watched a speech at Youtube.com, the speaker is name Nick Vujicic, he is a no arm no leg guy, but live with hopes. i am really prod of him. how can a people survive without leg and arm? but he can, and he made it. that's touching.

"encouragement can save people life" i am fully agree with this phase. because it is really meaningful and it is a fact. you really can save people life if u give encouragement to the people.

Although life is tough but the choices are in your hand, u make the choices in your own. Yes, there's might be sometimes you feel upset, u might let the tears falling down on your cheek, but after u cried everything is gonna be ok. crying is like washing all your dirt or uncomfortable in your heart, you will feel refreshing when u have finish your cries.

i had learned this lesson. which is more encourage people, it can save people life and your life.

assignment ^^

finally, i put on my heart on the assignment. Im started to do.

Map, i decided to take 3 questions out of 4, why huh? am i too free?

but anyways, it is my willingness to do, don ask so much la friend ^^

i have started my MAP and finally finish 1 question in a day, really out of my expectation, i thought i can only take one day to finish whole assignment, but CANT!! really hard =="

i used 5 hours more to complete a question, really wasting my time. Found a lot of points, but dunno whether it is suitable to implement on it. aiks. im started to struggle with it.

However, it seem i still have some time for me to do.

God bless me in my assignment!!

Tired but cant sleep.

i felt tired everyday, but not willing to sleep. is this a kind of illness?

Today is T3's birthday, wish him happy birthday ^^

they were planning for the celebration, im just waiting for their inform. hoho.

Just finish the movie " The Orphan" yesterday, i rated it 8 out of 10, is a good movie, but the story is not advisable for children. Its contained violent and 18sx thingy. Anyways, for an adult like me is acceptable, wakaka.

Not to mention but it is the fact, i have postpone my assignments to other days again +_+

i dunno how can i be so lazy.

somemore going for a trip on this coming friday (maybe)

it is the time to cost me a bump very soon.

wonder why i always cant get to save the money.

im shy and shame to ask my dad for money, but my purse is left not much. @_@

aiks, guess gotta go for ATM machine.

October 30, is an important day for me.

1) Yan's birthday celebration

2) MAP due date.

* must always bared in mind... *

okiesss, is time for sleep ^^ nitez and sweet dream to myself.

i bet tomorrow will be sleepy day for me... (lack of sleep again, 4 hours... enough??)

紧张，时间慢慢的靠近。

最近的每一天都过得特别的平凡，也另类的快。

不知不觉已经快到十月中了，提交assignments的日期也即将来临。

但是，我却完全起不了劲去完成它。

但是我相信，我会在提交日期之前完成它！

希望它可以顺利过关，拿到不错的成绩！其实， 只要及格我就很满意了。

camry ^^ comfortable~~ kimochi~~

haha, just heard my friend asking me why every time posted my blogs in the middle of night. haha, gotta say that i only got feel to write it on midnight. nothing wrong right? keke...

last few days was gathering with whole gang of primary classmates, knowing that they all have a very nice days recently. excepted me. =( aiks, busying like hell. ( not to say busy, only felt myself was like busying for something. )

today i was driving my dad's car to school, very excited but nervous as well, keep on worrying any vehicle comes near to me ( dun knock me out >.<) but yet, i was enjoying as well! i like the sound system in the car, the bass mode is so great. im loving it ^^ and the adjustment of the seat, air-cond and so on. it is so cool!!! argh~~ i wish i can drive again!! But, there is always have the disadvantages other than advantages, i couldnt find any parking lot for this huge car!! agrh! no choice, i gotta park very far from the school.... takes me 15min to walk from the car to the school, then walk back to the car under a super huge and hot sun.

after reach my house, having an hour of nap, then my mum called me up for dinner. promised myself not to eat any meat for 1 week but in the end i broke the rules. coz i was eating crab and prawns today ^^ yummy yummy, except the crab =="

as the result coming out, im gonna add another one more day for my penalty!! 8 days for only vegetarian food onwards!! hope i can make it!! ngek ngek!!

im still struggling witn my assignments, feel like giving up soon. not to mention it anymore. messed my mood.

oh hell ya, should i get myself free from the ass**

Hot weather....

Recently really Hot, even i could feel the heat when i was turning on the air conditional. what a terrible weather nowadays. Many disasters popping up on the earth. Phew..... RIP to all victims of the disaster.

Come back to my assignment, still have not complete yet. Coz' it is really meaningless for me to do it. No mood.... and no ones beside me to guard me, i started spread out my laziness around. aiks.

For my NWS assignment, i am supposed to complete it withing this week for the 3 methods, but it seems i couldnt make it. Keep postpone and postpone, wondering when i can hand out my assignment.

Today is sunday, and it is a sunny day as well, feel like wanted to go out for a walk, but at last still stayed at home watched my japanese series. it is nice and funny.

Evening will be hanging out with some relatives for dinner. wish i can finish my 2nd method in the night, amitoufo~~~~