Awful year.

It seems that i've been disappeared for some time. Was preparing many stuffs for previous months. However, busy life comes to the end and started my break =)

For the passed few months, many bad things happen. Especially during November, almost every night i've dropped my tears. It was so suffocating, my exam, my assignments, my final year project and my dad health's problems. Very sad to know that, he was having a heart attack everyday for 2-3 hours average. It can be a very dangerous, almost able to take away his life. Doctor was advised to do operation but get refused. He insists his right, his choice, his life. But he never knows that this would make us worry.

Until now, 4 months passed, even though he is keep telling us that he is getting better. But at behind my mum told me he still suffered the pain every night before sleep. The pain was indescribable. Cant breath, cant talk, cant hear......

and she told me he may left anytime. and this always make me cry.

Not only my dad, my dearest aunt also facing severe health problem and needed to do operation. On her brain. A decease called "Epilepsy", her daughter called me few days ago that she was entered Sentosa Hospital.

Tomorrow i still have to go to the hospital for listening what doctor says about her condition.

Gosh, this year was a bad year for me. Luckily got my babe beside me giving me lots of support and encouragement.

and now.... i hope everything will be alright. God bless. amitoufo...