last day of August... goodbye to my hp's number

最后一天了， 都离不开黑运的摆布，我的手机号码真的与我脱离了。
跟了我五年，终于说分手了！
真的很舍不得。
当然，很多朋友也联络不上了。
缘分，就此画上句点。

昨天，去了慧文家，探望了babi， 它长牙了啊！当然同时也学会了咬人！！ sohsoh啊~~教教你的狗啦！跟了老友去吃一餐，心情也没那么忧闷了！

九月的来临，希望会更好！

god bless us....

Today class ended at 12.15pm, planned to go somewhere else to relax.
But then seems like no people can date, all of them have their own appointment. So, ended up with going 1 utama with Jowel and Wilson.

We are suppose to Sing K in Neway, but found that there is no more K lunch promotion, and the normal price for a person is about rm30. So, we just went to eat better.

Of coz, i bought quite alot, such as Mask, some accessories and so on. Spend me about rm100+ a day!

I back at Evening, having KFC as my dinner, then online for a while to check my mail. Then, i prepared to sleep early, really tired cause of lacking sleep.
Suddenly, Hoong called me! i picked up the phone and knew that she is having problem with her car. Tyre Bonjek!!! walao......
No choice i gotta help her cause she is new in KL.
Before im going out my dad said he wanna follow me as well, coz he knew that i dunno how to change the tyre.
Luckily he followed me, cause Hoong's car has edited! her tyres is using sport "ryme". So, need a specific key to open it. Thus, i must send her back to house. She left her car over there and will pick up in the 2nd morning.

We're so Black in this month, she lost her Parker and having tyre bonjek. and i lost my mobile phone and kena car clamped..... haiz.... wish the luck will comes to us soon.... GOD BLESS....

full house with Jimuis

This is where we have been..... memorable day ^^ 25-8-2009

These are what we ate....

Capturing nice pictures ^^

Gathering day with my Jimui'z... we kept taking gossip, hahaha! really enjoyable!

Im so proud that i have such friends like u both! thank for being my friend!

After i stepped into my new environment i really have the thought of giving up all i have. I guess i have get used of having u guyz to stay beside of me, we talked gossip, we talked heart, we played, we cried, we crazy around. we argue......?? no, no argue. haha. That's why i became so weak. get used of having u guyz to sharing the suffers with me. But i got to say, this is what we called friend. No worries, i will still ask u guyz out to listen my complaination ^^"

careless caused the money fly away....

i was so careless today, i forgot to display my car ticket!!!! that's why my car being clamped!! what the heck!!! rushing back to my car to see whether is it being clamp. and yes, it did! i was so mad.... i cant stand for my money just flying away with that small matter. arghhhh.... im so careless!!! somemore my dad not going to pay for me.... im going to become a beggar soon. left rm 20+ in my purse for this month!! i haven get my new handphone!!! argh..... now i realised money is super duper important to me!!!

Anyways, something cannot change, just accept the fact! ya, im stupid!
so now onwards, i wont repeat the mistake again!! ..... hope so =="

recently_happy or not

Apiit_degree level 2 _ we stressed, but we enjoy as well...

sometimes... may hang out with buddies....

sometimes, there's something u wanna say but u couldn't say.

sometimes, u're trying to tell but u dunno how to start.

so just see from the pictures.

these are my recent life.

am i really happy?? u can make the judgemental...

nervous coz of my studies....

im so stressed with it. i couldn't get what are the lecturers talking about.
im so blured with their explaination. im so nervous to being a student now onwards.

im trying to consult myself, to think more further, maybe now is just a begining. i will adapt it soon as possible. But now already week 3, i still have nothing in my mind. im so frustrated.

Seeing on my notes, ya, there're full with explainations. but, what the heck am i writing? i can't understand at all, then what's the purpose that im wasted my precious time to write so many explaination on it? i am lost!

after i read through Jun's blog also found that she is having the same situation with me. But, im still nervous. Coz i am really dumb in IT. no idea with it.

Today, was having Networking and Security's class. I was paying full concentration on what teacher saids. I knew what she was saying but i don't understand it. Im collecting the data from her but not information. My mind still unable to convert it into information. and the data is flowing up and down, unstable.
i cannot ensure that one day my data will be dissapear. i cannot foreseen. so im afraid.

During the dinner, i talked to my dad, and he asking me whether to quit this courses or transfer to other college. i can tell that he is worrying of my study by looking his eye. and yet, i got the thought that wanna transfer to other college. Anyways, i still wanna give it a try, coz i know that i haven put enough effort on it.
" add oil" 3eggs!!!

~ life is always out of our expectation, but it is depends on how you gonna make out of it.~

累。

或许过去太被纵容， 而使现在不会面对问题。
或许过去活得太好，而使现在遇到一些挫折便放弃。
或许过去因为每件事情都太顺利， 而使现在不可以接受失败。
说什么勇于接受挑战，说得容易做得难。

最近我真的很累。
累得很想放弃。
累得不想说话， 累得不想去想。
不得不去恨我自己， 那么懦弱。
我真的很想就那样放弃，但却不甘心。
但越是努力，就越是很想放弃。
我看不到效果。

不甘心，因为有些努力不被承认。
不甘心，因为你的努力一瞬间被夺去。
不甘心，因为我就是这样。

伪装，真的很累。