Another year is coming soon.

很快的，一分一秒不断的跑。

离新的一年才那两天，好快！！！

可是，最近的我不晓得是不是出太多了，有点儿腻了，反而想呆在家多点。

但是...... 却还有约....是好事？还是坏事呢？哈哈。

对了，还得抽一天去探望外公外婆叻！整整半年多没见他们了，肯定被他们抹杀了！

新一年的愿望是什么呢？

我希望，

我认识的人都健健康康，

做每一件事都顺顺利利，

最重要的是每一天都活得开心，知足。

圣诞节，快乐？

很快的，圣诞夜即将结束。

今年的圣诞夜没什么好玩。

也当然，依然懒得出去。

是人都晓得，吉隆玻的路永远都那么塞，何况是大日子。

这个星期，连续三天下吉隆玻，也白白浪费了我六小时在马路上塞塞塞！！

怕了。

一月就快降临了，要搬出去了。

找了房间，但还是未跟包租婆定租。

也还得等朋友的肯定。

有点儿麻烦。

哈哈，我果然是懒人。

明天又得出去了，钱包也越来越扁了，怎么办呢？

睡觉。

睡觉。

人生中最重要的一份子。

但往往不被人们重视，更视为无所谓。

日渐而去，疾病慢慢降临。

那时刻；后悔，浮现在脑海。

睡眠，究竟是啥？

休息？

浪费时间？

解脱？

个人所决，个人所定。

不稳定的睡眠，到底是否造成障碍？

两天的两小时，一天的二十个小时。

可以吗？弥补到吗？

不。是不可以。

它也挺像吸毒般，只要那一次。

就很难解脱。

今天迟睡，明天迟睡，那就别指望后天会早睡。

今天两点，明天两点半，后天三点半…

慢慢的，渐渐的，越踩越深。

之后逐渐成习惯。

习惯成自然。

自然成病毒。

………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………

今天，很早就被叫起身了。

到了老豆的公司，真的很想在回到我的床窝，再次大睡。

但是，良心过意不去。

老豆也不可能就此放过我，只好继续呆在公司。

真的爆累的，昨天好不容易等到太阳还没露面就睡着，估计凌晨六点吧。

短短的三粒种，只能成为我的短眠；真的很短。

提不起劲。

很饿，但附近却没有半点食物。

很懒，是因为要自己驾车去打包。

等待，父母为我打包。

最后，个个忙着工作。

算了，吃着饼干顶着吧。

网站设计，真的很懒得动脑筋。

明晚应该过去慧文那里做吧。

哎~

很受不了啊！！！

假期啊~~ 我的假期啊~~

4.37am & 5.05am

4.37am...

关上灯的没多久，又再次迎起灯来。

习惯了早晨的阳光伴我入眠。

心一烦，点上一口咽。

是过味烟。

奇怪了，怎么如此心烦。

想不透。

翻开了已久未碰相簿；回忆小时候。

没想到；我的生活与以前相比之下是如此的不同。

更加没有想到我会以这种方式去生活。

天上的 母亲一定很愤怒吧。

很久都没有出现过这样空虚的心情。

也许之前的忙碌填满了我的空虚吧。

曾几何时，这一刻既是我甜梦的好时刻。

曾几何时，那时刻我是多么的简单无虑。

曾几何时，那一天我们笑着一起拥抱着。

曾几何时，我们手牵手一起快乐的活着。

曾几何时，你突然不知不觉离我们远去。

曾几何时，我的心竟然变得如此坚硬的。

曾几何时，我竟然学会说服自己不放弃。

曾几何时，我变得不是你期待的好孩子。

曾几何时，我又突然变得好奇怪好烦心。

曾几何时。

烟没吸完，已湮灭。

过味的烟，竟然是如此难闻。

好讨厌。

突然很想你，但却鼓不起勇气告诉你。

很想打电话告诉姐妹，但这时刻的他们已经在和周公约会。

听着你传给我的歌。

真的很好听，我好喜欢。

也很适合我现在的心情。

虽然有些我听不懂。

开来我得多学点国文咯。

明天答应爸爸帮他设计网站和顾店。

会很困吧。

睡觉去。

5.05am ...

拥抱。

那是一种什么样的感觉。

心酸，既甜蜜。

算了，还是别想太多。

拥抱。

拥抱，既是温暖，既是心酸。

心酸又为何？因为你还没了解。

短短一分钟的拥抱，带来永远忘不了的甜蜜和温暖；既是一种回忆。

它，既是一种宽恕；包容了一切的不原谅。

朋友之间；拥抱。

心暖，很窝心。

它 不是普通的拥抱。

而是发自内心去接纳，宽恕，和包容。

那时的我，真的有种心动的感觉。

你不曾那样的拥抱我，真的让我很感动。

真的意想不到。

拥抱，是世界上最美丽的语言。

它代表了种种的意义。

而那种种的意义，是那么温柔，那么的体贴，那么的窝心，那么的美丽。

即时心情低落，也能一瞬间恢复。

无论是情侣，朋友还是家人， 都能运用这美好的语言去表达所爱。

去拥抱， 或被拥抱。

你，尝试过了吗？

希望那一天，可以再次得到你的拥抱。

也让我好好的拥抱你。

麻烦不麻烦，是你的抉择。

麻烦。

什么是麻烦？

朋友会是一种麻烦吗？

在很久以前，有一段让我不想去回忆的事故。

那一次的经历，使我深深感觉到， 有时一段你自以为是很了不起的友情，也就只是那么一回事。

从此，我便不再踏入较深的友谊。

为的只是“不必要的麻烦”。

而最近，自己却不知不觉地踏入自己佈下的局。

可笑吧。

可是，我却可以那么的忘我，继续扶持这段预知不了的友谊。

友谊万岁，究竟是啥，究竟是否真实，究竟会维持多久。

那便会是一切随缘。

有时相信，那既是人生的其中一个起点。就是再次尝试。

不想因为一次的挫折而放弃了人生的一个起点。

也不想因为没有了起点，而使生活毫无乐趣。

因此，我勇于再试。

为的只是那些真实的快乐，真实地感觉到你我的友情。

其实，麻烦是自己的心态所造成。

如果你认为那是麻烦，那就是麻烦。

如果你认为那是意愿，那就是快乐。

麻烦不麻烦，是你的抉择。

我终于明了。

sales everywhere......

Jingle bell Jingle bell Jingle on the way....

yeppie, christmas is around the corner. and sales are all around the places.

pavilion, Times square, Midvalley, One utama... and more and more and more.....

It reminds me is the time to spend spend spend, shop shop shop, cap cap cap.....

This week should be my shopping week, monday to wednesday keep on shopping with different friends. OMG.... nearly broke.

I bought alots, Pants, shirts, dresses, make-ups.... many many and many.

Spending money is just like drinking the water, once a while all gone. nOooOoooOoOooOOo...

The credit card keep swiping without control, when turns back my head then realized i had over spent =( *guess my dad will slap me in anger*

POKGAI.... POCHAN..... is what i kept saying after spending all my money T.T

but the coming days still gotta go out, this worry me. OMG, where can i get the money?

Yes, i found an idea. work for my dad =)

hope he will pay me in good amount, god bless. >.<

tomorrow is resting day, i should stay at home and figure out the website for my dad. and do it properly to get a nice paid ^^ hehe.

errmm.... there is something still worrying, which i haven find rooms.... argh.... so lazy =="

but anyways, this is a MUST. should search by now. aiks.....

God bless.......

oh yeah~~~~~~~~~~~

oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah!!

what's OH YEAH??

Oh YEAH for saying "BYE" to my final exam on last week, and my soul has been finally released from the SUCK LIFE...(exam+assignment)!!!

oh hell yeah, im still busy during this holiday. everyday go out and spend spend spend!

but that's life =) and im enjoying.

i love to hang out with friends. my lovely friends! im so proud that i have so many good friends just like u all... i love u all so much!!!

Thanks for supporting me when i was in the hardship... thanks.

so sorry for sometime im not hanging out with u guyz, coz i was busying =(

But now i am free, im sure i will be there when u guyz give me a call!! remember! just a call and i will be there.

=)

Christmas is coming, there is nice decoration everywhere! and it is so beautiful and pleasant =)

i love christmas! its giving me a peaceful scene =)

so far im having a free-style life. no works, no studies, no pressure.

But, i guess i gotta back to school on every saturday, for attending the shitty assy subject " Malaysian Studies"!! and yeah~ the assignment =( duhhhh....

However, it's not a big deal for me.

Today, or can be "yesterday", hang out with my buddies (darling and honey) in One Utama, we ate and shopped over there. of course, picturing cannot be left out. =)

i miss the moment and memories that we had for the passed few months. and i wish we can have more and more. darl & lao po, our friendship will last forever, or even will last for the next few centuries..... lol....

and to all my buddies and goodies... i bless our friendship will last forever =)

hohoho..... suddenly so miss the big boob flo. =)

miss her boob so much XD

There is a mission for me to fulfill during this holiday, i hope i can make it, and i guess i would =)

amitoufoooooooooooooooooooooo.....

p/s: i wish i can hit my expectation. mummy, will u bless me? i know u will. and u did. Thx mum, i love u so much. pls always stay beside me and pray for me =) muackz.

please heals me quickly!! im ruin in my life soon =(

tomorrow exam?

this is the bad moment i had.

im sick and yet i haven do my revision.

should say it is a Revision?? coz i never study this subject before?

whatever, im gonna boost my energy to finish it within a NIGHT!

i am so sick, it has been last for 4 days....

what's wrong with me, final is infront of me, and im still like a half-dead person yelling all the time (coz of flu.... )

last sunday, i was visiting a doctor, telling her that im feeling unwell and body-ache, she gave me some medicine. I thought i could be properly heals within 1 or 2 days. But NO... upset!

it takes me 4 days... or maybe longer to heals. final exam is coming, tomorrow is the test, and im not yet prepare.

Yesterday i've tried to make myself sweat in order to warm my body up. yes, it feels better in the 2nd morning, but feel bad in the afternoon where i was in an air-cond room. my nose stuck and cant breath!!! i wish i can sneeze in the classroom, but since the class is so silent so i gotta stop breath through my nose. Using mouth to breath and talk, so tiring. After the class end, suppose meet up my friend to have a lunch with her, but finally i cant stand with my headache which caused by the flu. i went home. sorry to my friend.

This is the 2nd times im having the exam with the sickness. In the same year!! aiks.... god bless!!

gambateh!

最近的生活稍微忙碌，也许是因为课业繁忙吧，加上考试真的即将来临。

两个星期的时间，不知是否可以把4个月所学的东西灌输脑袋里。

这几天都早晨才睡，都是课业惹的祸。为了它，真的夜夜难枕。

也因为不会做，得住入朋友家，和他们一起讨论。身边的朋友，真的很厉害，很聪明，最重要的是，他们很勤劳。哪像我，做点不做点，根本就没有在加把劲！啊~~我好懒惰！！！

但是，我也没有懒到最后才抱佛脚啦！

考试即将到了！希望可以顺利及格，踏入第二学期吧！

加油！

im so good eh?

today i went to OneU with my sister and my bestties, soh soh~

we went there for S.H.E, they are coming to M'sia for promoting their products " OSIM "...

they are so pretty ^^

after all, soh soh came to my house for their assignment, she wanna ask me bout her ass, ngek ngek!

Then, i help her in assignment, i listed down all the points for her..... im so good eh....

and helped her do some research and so on. it is easy for me but hard for her.

But when some designing parts come to me, then it is easy for her hard for me.... haha.

soh soh~ if your assignment gets A remember treat me a meal ya!!

Yan, happy birthday and love u always!

Just back from Yan's house in this early morning.... then, continue with my sweet dream..

Yesterday is my bestties birthday, i went to her party celebration. Met so many friends over there, took alot pictures and play fun with them, they're still pretty and cute. muackz....

Ok... let's recall back what happen yesterday,i found myself abit drunk, cox my friends forced me to drink one dozen of beer?? hohohoho, luckily i din finish.... but im gone to mad. keep talking freak infront of them. haha. and act like a 3 year old kid screaming on Yan's 8 year old sister. my friends keep laughing on me, how can a 20year old mature lady arguing with a 8 year old kid? hahaha.

In the second morning, we woke up at 7.30am and went for breakfast, one of my friend didn't sleep at the time so he got no mood to eat, haha, pity him ( yesterday was too cold in the midnight, and he got no blanket ^^, luckily i got...hohoho)

*wish Yan happy birthday and happy everyday*

F**k that freaking PC!!

Gosh.... i was having a BFP laptest on this morning, i thought i can finish it within the hours has been given. But yet IT IS NOT!!! OMG!! im screwed up on it!! WHY?? i knew how to do all the questions, maybe few of it is not that sure for the answer, but i can FINISH IT within the time! BUT NOT!! that freaking asshole(pc) is not function well!!! the excel!! OMG!! i cant click and highlight to plot the graph!

i am really feel so helpless and mad, i spent so much of time in revision but ENDED UP in this f**king situation!!!!

The labtest is carry 50% of the final, that is the purpose of why am i so cared of it! 50% man!! i have lost it!!!!!! i wanna get a better result for this module, but since this case had disappointed me so i really got no mood to continue in study for this module.

after i finish the lab test, i was like " what the hell"?? ..... my hand is still shaking.

Anyways, i've calmed down after a period of time.

Then, i went to shopping in Sunway with CY, Hoong babe, and Jack.

I din buy anything coz i got no money already... that's sad T.T

But i saw a shirt and i decided to own one!! hahaha..... RM99.90.... is that expensive?

Today is so tired, and tomorrow has Malaysian Studies at MORNING, aiks..... im sick of my recent life....

i've caught myself being so lazy and emotional~

haha, always complaining not enough time for myself, but those are excuses for laziness.

too bad, i haven complete my assignment yet. Ridiculous bad... never mind, i will finish up later soon.

Last 3 days, my friend had stayed in my house for 3 days, other than rushing up the assignment, she also taught me how to do the BFP. Thanks to her i finally understand how to do, although i may get blur for some time. but anyways, i will keep practicing on it until i can handle it!!

Today is a freaking worst day, i spent 2 hours to take my way back after class. It was having rain and caused the JAM last for few hours. thanks god u had made me mad ^^

my class ended up at 5.30pm, but arrived house at 9.30pm, what takes me so long?

not to blame the weather and the traffic jam, coz i went to someone house and wait the time passed by, hahaha. actually is all my fault, i should get myself back earlier, but i hate to stuck in the jam.

After i back to my home, i took my dinner. Then, i saw my mum pressing on her computer.

aiks, i should not get myself into trouble, but i've seen she is so pity when she dunno how to navigate the website. So i teach her! .... ended up with emotional mood. im so frustrated in teaching her how to adjust the layout of the blogger. OMG~~~ im so bad.

so i quickly back to my room and bath. aiks.... im so emotional just now. phew.... luckily i din piss on her just now =="

* still the same, i need money~~~ keep feel like lack of money nowadays..... aiks....

nick vjicic - never ever give up in your life.

just watched a speech at Youtube.com, the speaker is name Nick Vujicic, he is a no arm no leg guy, but live with hopes. i am really prod of him. how can a people survive without leg and arm? but he can, and he made it. that's touching.

"encouragement can save people life" i am fully agree with this phase. because it is really meaningful and it is a fact. you really can save people life if u give encouragement to the people.

Although life is tough but the choices are in your hand, u make the choices in your own. Yes, there's might be sometimes you feel upset, u might let the tears falling down on your cheek, but after u cried everything is gonna be ok. crying is like washing all your dirt or uncomfortable in your heart, you will feel refreshing when u have finish your cries.

i had learned this lesson. which is more encourage people, it can save people life and your life.

assignment ^^

finally, i put on my heart on the assignment. Im started to do.

Map, i decided to take 3 questions out of 4, why huh? am i too free?

but anyways, it is my willingness to do, don ask so much la friend ^^

i have started my MAP and finally finish 1 question in a day, really out of my expectation, i thought i can only take one day to finish whole assignment, but CANT!! really hard =="

i used 5 hours more to complete a question, really wasting my time. Found a lot of points, but dunno whether it is suitable to implement on it. aiks. im started to struggle with it.

However, it seem i still have some time for me to do.

God bless me in my assignment!!

Tired but cant sleep.

i felt tired everyday, but not willing to sleep. is this a kind of illness?

Today is T3's birthday, wish him happy birthday ^^

they were planning for the celebration, im just waiting for their inform. hoho.

Just finish the movie " The Orphan" yesterday, i rated it 8 out of 10, is a good movie, but the story is not advisable for children. Its contained violent and 18sx thingy. Anyways, for an adult like me is acceptable, wakaka.

Not to mention but it is the fact, i have postpone my assignments to other days again +_+

i dunno how can i be so lazy.

somemore going for a trip on this coming friday (maybe)

it is the time to cost me a bump very soon.

wonder why i always cant get to save the money.

im shy and shame to ask my dad for money, but my purse is left not much. @_@

aiks, guess gotta go for ATM machine.

October 30, is an important day for me.

1) Yan's birthday celebration

2) MAP due date.

* must always bared in mind... *

okiesss, is time for sleep ^^ nitez and sweet dream to myself.

i bet tomorrow will be sleepy day for me... (lack of sleep again, 4 hours... enough??)

紧张，时间慢慢的靠近。

最近的每一天都过得特别的平凡，也另类的快。

不知不觉已经快到十月中了，提交assignments的日期也即将来临。

但是，我却完全起不了劲去完成它。

但是我相信，我会在提交日期之前完成它！

希望它可以顺利过关，拿到不错的成绩！其实， 只要及格我就很满意了。

camry ^^ comfortable~~ kimochi~~

haha, just heard my friend asking me why every time posted my blogs in the middle of night. haha, gotta say that i only got feel to write it on midnight. nothing wrong right? keke...

last few days was gathering with whole gang of primary classmates, knowing that they all have a very nice days recently. excepted me. =( aiks, busying like hell. ( not to say busy, only felt myself was like busying for something. )

today i was driving my dad's car to school, very excited but nervous as well, keep on worrying any vehicle comes near to me ( dun knock me out >.<) but yet, i was enjoying as well! i like the sound system in the car, the bass mode is so great. im loving it ^^ and the adjustment of the seat, air-cond and so on. it is so cool!!! argh~~ i wish i can drive again!! But, there is always have the disadvantages other than advantages, i couldnt find any parking lot for this huge car!! agrh! no choice, i gotta park very far from the school.... takes me 15min to walk from the car to the school, then walk back to the car under a super huge and hot sun.

after reach my house, having an hour of nap, then my mum called me up for dinner. promised myself not to eat any meat for 1 week but in the end i broke the rules. coz i was eating crab and prawns today ^^ yummy yummy, except the crab =="

as the result coming out, im gonna add another one more day for my penalty!! 8 days for only vegetarian food onwards!! hope i can make it!! ngek ngek!!

im still struggling witn my assignments, feel like giving up soon. not to mention it anymore. messed my mood.

oh hell ya, should i get myself free from the ass**

Hot weather....

Recently really Hot, even i could feel the heat when i was turning on the air conditional. what a terrible weather nowadays. Many disasters popping up on the earth. Phew..... RIP to all victims of the disaster.

Come back to my assignment, still have not complete yet. Coz' it is really meaningless for me to do it. No mood.... and no ones beside me to guard me, i started spread out my laziness around. aiks.

For my NWS assignment, i am supposed to complete it withing this week for the 3 methods, but it seems i couldnt make it. Keep postpone and postpone, wondering when i can hand out my assignment.

Today is sunday, and it is a sunny day as well, feel like wanted to go out for a walk, but at last still stayed at home watched my japanese series. it is nice and funny.

Evening will be hanging out with some relatives for dinner. wish i can finish my 2nd method in the night, amitoufo~~~~

stress =="

assignments started and i am so stressed with it. i have no time and no mood. argh~ how can it be! darn!!!

i really have no idea whether i am on the right track, i afraid that the teacher will not approach after checking my assignment. and the worst which i couldn't understand the information of my topic. so, what am i going to write in my assignment? im so blur and stress. although the due date is end of next month and left 1 month for me to complete, but got to finish 3 assignments in a month in apiit is a big and huge problem to me right now. yes, unlike tarc, so enjoyable while doing the assignments. perhaps i need someone to guide me.... aiks.....!!! is there any doors for me to get help~~~~

in this moment, i felt a bit regret that im taking this course in this uni, how i wish i can go back to Tarc or either Help to continue my studies over there. and i also realized that it is impossible for me to have an U-turn. im struggling with that. im lost and im sick of it.

HOW TO GET RID OF IT!!!! GOD DAMN!!!

may wish god will support me till the end of the assignment's war. i wish it will end soon. and i wish i can handle it as well. aiks.....

p/s: just ate sakae sushi at one u, and cost me a bump! haha!

annoucement : $$$ insufficient

yes, im gonna annouce that im facing financial problem recently, dun keep asking me out ya ^^
sorry to my friends and buddies that i cant afford to hang out with u guyz, and so THANK to my friends who dated me out and caused me spent alot =="
and yet my mum is nagging me today, my credit card had swapped under the border line. ishh... speechless, but it is the time for me to control my own. anti-shopping!!!!!!!!!
and no expensive food as well... gosh!!

cheersssss.... life can be going well without money too, no worries .... ^^

* just bought a purse with my buddies, we using the same brand of purse! and we bought the same panty, RENOMA... keke ( yan & hao, next target will be..... same cellphone? remember ask kok wei to have too. )

懒散的我。

劝自己 骂自己 要努力 去达成
到最后 依然是 一点也 没动静
为什么 问自己 那么的 没毅力
只会想 只会说 可是却 没行动

任劳任怨 过一天
嘻嘻哈哈 每一天
提交日子 近一天
心里焦急 又一天

但是却没有任何反省。

哎~~~我的assignments啊~何时才能完成呢？

最近都蛮忙碌的。

国伟和慧文终于生日了，祝他们生日快乐。

不知不觉已经半夜了，时间真的好快。今天早上十一点到家，一头睡到下午才起身。昨天还蛮醉的，只好在朋友家睡，真的驾不到车回家。昨天，陪了朋友去做司仪（结婚司仪），还蛮好玩的，酒是免费喝的，也吃了蛮贵的西餐，昨天的用费几乎是零。到就快要结束时全场high了起来，跟他们跳起舞来，新郎新娘也很随和，跟了他们拍了照。然后还到petaling street去吃宵夜，真的很好吃！！！回到朋友家时真的累倒了，超级的累。
两人睡在单人床上真的不是普通的窄。睡到我整身痛，抱住她还蛮好睡，但是抱久了又会麻痹，只好睡到地上去。哈哈。也谢谢她帮我盖被，因为还蛮冷的。一到早上十点，一定要起来了，她要赶回怡保，我也要回家继续睡。哈哈。

刚刚参加了国伟的生日派对，他真的还蛮惨的，整脸都是cream，哈哈。

房间瞬间变干净很多但还是乱~~哈哈！

今天的我真的特别反常，竟然自己收拾房间和洗厕所！！ 哇靠！
对，花了三个小时来整理自己的房间和洗自己房的厕所。
真的，很累！加上早上去了老豆公司帮忙~~我好乖噢~也很怪啊~

已经好久没有自己打理房间了，一大堆东西都乱成一片，真的很看不顺眼。
原本想等人来整理的，怎知一个两个都在忙，加上明天有朋友来，再不打理真的会把人吓晕。
其实，整理了也不会很整齐，只是没那么多灰尘而已~哈哈！
还是有很多东西乱成一堆，因为乱乱才有一种温暖的feel~

打扫完后才发现自己竟然还没有吃晚餐，已经九点半了！！
家人们都在外面吃了，只好叫他们打包！
过分耶！竟然没有问我吃了没，自己在外面享受！！ 啊~~~

yamcha kaki 变 yamsing kaki

今天是放假前的最后一天了，放学后还是得塞着车回去。
哎~~~~
晚上便是不错的一天，跟了一班 "yamcha" kaki 到 The Curve去喝一杯。
真的很爽下。

我和燕都脸红了，四条水都癫了起来，把钱堆在一起拍照，假扮破产的模样。
点了酒，嘻嘻哈哈的说了起来，燕死命笑，笑到连隔壁座都望着我们。
而我却一直被他们说我死命放飞机，飞机场都不够我用了，那也是的....谁叫我忙啊~~~哈哈！
拍了蛮多picture的。
不错啦，偶尔出来聚一聚。
下个礼拜二又去唱k咯~~~哈哈！

STress X_X and wonderful night in CY's house...

i believed most of them had started their assignments, so im rushing my assignments too.
In this semester i gotta work out with 3 assignments, MAP, DWDS and NWS....
i've start my NWS's assignment 1st, coz i assumed that it will be the easiest assignment among 3 of them. Yes, it is the easiest, but still Hard for me. IS DAMN HARD!!!

Yesterday, i went to CY's house overnight and tried to gather all information that i needed in a Night. Anyways, it seems that is impossible to make it. 3 of us keep chatting while surfing the internet. Cy keeps watching her video clip, im keep chatting and animation-ing, and chuah keeps promoting her sister in the FB.... aiks....
finally we ended up with " GIVE UP LA" then sleep.

keke, 3 people sharing with a queen size bed, cant turn really much coz there's a limitation space for us. and i was trying to sleep at the side, but then someone pushed me into the middle and wanted me to be their boster. argh... how bad.

we played quite alot, hugging each other and touched here and there. haha. lame =="
Somemore someone was having nightmare in the middle of the night.

" Don't Go..." ( not really remember what she had said, coz i was sleeping. )
" don't go by slapping me.... not exactly slap on my face but NEARLY slap on it, how dangerous.... =="
then i asked whether she is awake or still in the dream, she answered me... " nothing, nothing, ...continue sleep..." by opening her eye =="
then CY pop up and said " Suddenly like that one la she....."

wakaka.... we even can chat while we were sleeping, one was dreaming, one was bluring, one was suddenly pop up a word. hahaha, funny!

In the 2nd day, nobody wanna wake up even the alarm had done its mission.
Im the first one who woke up, coz wanna bath. Then woke up one by one....
our eye really looks like Panda's eye, and our eye bag is bigger than usual.... ish....

Anyways, we still attend the class in the morning ^^

我爱你，秘密。

最近的心情真的很沉重，知道了那消息后的心情更沉重。
好像每一件事都隐瞒了许多实事，而自己却以为自己了解了全部，但其实知道的那些都不肯定是不是那所谓的实事。

也更不想知道那是不是真的，怕知道了会更加的迷惘。
不想确定也不想猜测，之前的经验已使自己无法前进。
更何况现在的比之前更复杂百倍。

秘密，是最好的答案。

=)

没心情。

昨天和今天的夜晚，心情有点忧闷，就那么一丁点儿事也可以令我很烦躁。
我很讨厌被人命令，很讨厌被人叫去做不想做的事，更何况我今天真的很没有心情。
头也很痛，什么节目都cancelled了。
一烦起来什么事都很不对劲，也起不了劲。
与其去想有的没的倒不如睡觉，但又被人指去做东西。
我真的很想痛哭大骂一场。

有时我真的很想搬出去一个人住，反正在家也像似一个人住。
但是金钱上不允许。
很烦，很躁，很想哭。
为什么人的心情可以那么善变。

朋友们！ 生日快乐！

九月份真的有很多朋友生日啊~~
我的钱包真的越来越空了。

不得不将我买电话的职务postpone到下个月！
啊~

但无论如何，生日快乐吧！

昨天住了朋友家，今天轮到她住来我家！哈哈！有趣！

对不起哦，阿姑和阿禡。

有时站在别人的角度想想，更会容易去宽恕和体谅。
有时要是你一直去在意，那么无论人家做什么也不会有什么好感。
那么，何不放下执著去接受呢？
其实， 每个人的相处方式和表达方式不同，所以得学着适应。
我还不成熟。
对一切事情都下了很快的结论。
如果慢慢去分析，也许就不会那么困难了去适应了。
原来，就是这么简单。

我不再那么幼稚了。
但是， 偶尔对好友发泄下也不赖。哈哈。
对不起哦，又得让你们听我喷话了。

Cold weather... nice to sleep ^^

today's weather is so cold... rainning all the day, and i'd liked to enjoy the coldness ^^ excited!
and yet, i was feeling wanna eat ice blended, hahahaha! somehow, my friend dun wanna accompany me to eat.... haiz..... bad bad la soh soh.... maybe u're sleeping... haiz!

i thought today will be a black day for me coz i was having same dicussion group with Mr.Dong, somemore we still talk quite a lot, but luckily didn't happen any weirdo thingy!! prayss....

last day of August... goodbye to my hp's number

最后一天了， 都离不开黑运的摆布，我的手机号码真的与我脱离了。
跟了我五年，终于说分手了！
真的很舍不得。
当然，很多朋友也联络不上了。
缘分，就此画上句点。

昨天，去了慧文家，探望了babi， 它长牙了啊！当然同时也学会了咬人！！ sohsoh啊~~教教你的狗啦！跟了老友去吃一餐，心情也没那么忧闷了！

九月的来临，希望会更好！

god bless us....

Today class ended at 12.15pm, planned to go somewhere else to relax.
But then seems like no people can date, all of them have their own appointment. So, ended up with going 1 utama with Jowel and Wilson.

We are suppose to Sing K in Neway, but found that there is no more K lunch promotion, and the normal price for a person is about rm30. So, we just went to eat better.

Of coz, i bought quite alot, such as Mask, some accessories and so on. Spend me about rm100+ a day!

I back at Evening, having KFC as my dinner, then online for a while to check my mail. Then, i prepared to sleep early, really tired cause of lacking sleep.
Suddenly, Hoong called me! i picked up the phone and knew that she is having problem with her car. Tyre Bonjek!!! walao......
No choice i gotta help her cause she is new in KL.
Before im going out my dad said he wanna follow me as well, coz he knew that i dunno how to change the tyre.
Luckily he followed me, cause Hoong's car has edited! her tyres is using sport "ryme". So, need a specific key to open it. Thus, i must send her back to house. She left her car over there and will pick up in the 2nd morning.

We're so Black in this month, she lost her Parker and having tyre bonjek. and i lost my mobile phone and kena car clamped..... haiz.... wish the luck will comes to us soon.... GOD BLESS....

full house with Jimuis

This is where we have been..... memorable day ^^ 25-8-2009

These are what we ate....

Capturing nice pictures ^^

Gathering day with my Jimui'z... we kept taking gossip, hahaha! really enjoyable!

Im so proud that i have such friends like u both! thank for being my friend!

After i stepped into my new environment i really have the thought of giving up all i have. I guess i have get used of having u guyz to stay beside of me, we talked gossip, we talked heart, we played, we cried, we crazy around. we argue......?? no, no argue. haha. That's why i became so weak. get used of having u guyz to sharing the suffers with me. But i got to say, this is what we called friend. No worries, i will still ask u guyz out to listen my complaination ^^"

careless caused the money fly away....

i was so careless today, i forgot to display my car ticket!!!! that's why my car being clamped!! what the heck!!! rushing back to my car to see whether is it being clamp. and yes, it did! i was so mad.... i cant stand for my money just flying away with that small matter. arghhhh.... im so careless!!! somemore my dad not going to pay for me.... im going to become a beggar soon. left rm 20+ in my purse for this month!! i haven get my new handphone!!! argh..... now i realised money is super duper important to me!!!

Anyways, something cannot change, just accept the fact! ya, im stupid!
so now onwards, i wont repeat the mistake again!! ..... hope so =="

recently_happy or not

Apiit_degree level 2 _ we stressed, but we enjoy as well...

sometimes... may hang out with buddies....

sometimes, there's something u wanna say but u couldn't say.

sometimes, u're trying to tell but u dunno how to start.

so just see from the pictures.

these are my recent life.

am i really happy?? u can make the judgemental...

nervous coz of my studies....

im so stressed with it. i couldn't get what are the lecturers talking about.
im so blured with their explaination. im so nervous to being a student now onwards.

im trying to consult myself, to think more further, maybe now is just a begining. i will adapt it soon as possible. But now already week 3, i still have nothing in my mind. im so frustrated.

Seeing on my notes, ya, there're full with explainations. but, what the heck am i writing? i can't understand at all, then what's the purpose that im wasted my precious time to write so many explaination on it? i am lost!

after i read through Jun's blog also found that she is having the same situation with me. But, im still nervous. Coz i am really dumb in IT. no idea with it.

Today, was having Networking and Security's class. I was paying full concentration on what teacher saids. I knew what she was saying but i don't understand it. Im collecting the data from her but not information. My mind still unable to convert it into information. and the data is flowing up and down, unstable.
i cannot ensure that one day my data will be dissapear. i cannot foreseen. so im afraid.

During the dinner, i talked to my dad, and he asking me whether to quit this courses or transfer to other college. i can tell that he is worrying of my study by looking his eye. and yet, i got the thought that wanna transfer to other college. Anyways, i still wanna give it a try, coz i know that i haven put enough effort on it.
" add oil" 3eggs!!!

~ life is always out of our expectation, but it is depends on how you gonna make out of it.~

累。

或许过去太被纵容， 而使现在不会面对问题。
或许过去活得太好，而使现在遇到一些挫折便放弃。
或许过去因为每件事情都太顺利， 而使现在不可以接受失败。
说什么勇于接受挑战，说得容易做得难。

最近我真的很累。
累得很想放弃。
累得不想说话， 累得不想去想。
不得不去恨我自己， 那么懦弱。
我真的很想就那样放弃，但却不甘心。
但越是努力，就越是很想放弃。
我看不到效果。

不甘心，因为有些努力不被承认。
不甘心，因为你的努力一瞬间被夺去。
不甘心，因为我就是这样。

伪装，真的很累。

继续往前加油！

好像还来不及回神，就过了两个礼拜。

时间，真的不留人。

理所当然的，在这两个礼拜里，发生了不少事哦！

真的很不少。

认识了许多朋友之外，还不见了心爱的手机。

哎。

现在， 最担心的就是H1N1这个病情。现在的它，已经严重到不受控制了，就连学校也开始执行检查学生体温。希望大家都没事！

学业方面并不是很适应。

每次上课时都会头挂问号！

朋友方面也还好，虽然都彼此认识，但与他们的对话当中还是会出现放空的现象。

也许，没有自信吧！总是觉得自己好像外星人。也许我本身真的就是外星人！

加油！！ 自信滚滚来！好运通通来！！